Fear of turning points.

This is more than I can take,
This is too much for any man.
All my life has proven fake
Now I don't know who I am.

I can no long sleep at night,
and I find no joy in waking.
With every suppressed tear I fight,
To stop myself from shaking.

And I fear this life of hardship
is going to leave me hard as stone,
After years of trusting love
Am I finally alone?

I can not stand to touch you,
I can not stand to see,
My mirror, my reflection,
The way that you are me.

I never meant to give you,
My broken, fractured mind.
I can not stand to see your eyes,
I know what I will find

So much of my face, so much of my heart
A tiny copy, of a man that fell apart
I can not stand to watch you grow,
I can not stand to see,
Please baby, be nothing like me.